Monday, November 28, 2022

Dear Friend... this is such a cruel cruel world...

 I am speechless about how I am treated here at work.  The more isolated they can keep me the better.  My TMII, (SA), is supposedly retiring (YAY!!!!!!) on Wednesday, Nov 30, 2022.  Let me tell you, for his last hurrah! He has placed me on snowshift with NO SNOW... Yep, NO SNOW.  In fact, I cannot emphasize how much there isn't of NO SNOW there is here right now. 

NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW NOSNOW

I definitely have PTSD from these people (the company).  They act like The Company is some super secret rocket science facility that needs protecting at all costs.  They have no idea how much of my life has been dealing with passive aggressive relatives that what they (the company) do is insignificant compared to what I have endured and still endure all my life.  It's laughable.  In fact, I had a friend inform me that what I endure cannot be true.  This stuff is so idiotic that people think I make this shit up!

The true evil depths that these suppose-ed "Christians" go to is unbelievable.  In fact, I'm having a hard time typing right now because of all the emotions that run through me because of tonight (I feel dead inside. when will God take me away from the insanity??).  Anyway, (SA) didn't even have the decency to inform me that I was on my own tonight.  What a jerk.  He lies to me and says the other patrols "changed their plans."  What a liar.  I cannot wait for him to retire.  There were no other plans. (SA) knows it, I know it, everyone knows it.

I have so many lunch bets placed that he wouldn't retire I practically owe the whole area a lunch.  But who would leave a job that they only have to work about 10 days at, get paid 61K, and stand at the shop door and smoke cigarettes' all day, drive around in the one-ton so much that you put 26K in miles on it each year when the normal miles for these vehicles is 13K at the most.  (SA) is so lazy that he can't even put diesel fuel in it. He purposely leaves it for me or (RW).  

(SA) has this deep voice like that Warner Bros cartoon rooster. "I say, I say, we will be out when there is a snowflake out (and even when there is not, Ugh).  Yet, (SA) did not call snowshift last week when it was snowing.  The more contradic(dick)tory these guys can be here the happier they are.  And they pretend they don't even know what I am talking about.  These guys take gaslighting to the extreme here. and it causes extreme mental anguish.  its like a horror tale gone really bad.

Anyway that's all for now. Send me all your news.

L